Just putting up a short post to say Thanks from the bottom of my heart for all the kind words that have been said. They really mean a lot more when things are going the wrong way for you.
Although I am still waiting for the final test results on my bones and lymph nodes, I am by no means planning to leave any time soon to say the least.
I am an old roast beef with a concrete block for a head and the ultimate goal to be a winner against this crap that is in me. It has no idea who it has picked to tangle with this time around.
As one of the boys from Shimano said "Large, you have lots of people here pulling for you in a huge way... you must owe them a lot of money"
and that is exactly my attitude... high as can be with a smile on my face, and the people close to me feel it and are some how responding the way I would like them to...with kind thoughts and "lots of humour"...no "why me's here"
Did I tell you the one about my first trip to the specialists??? Here I am sitting in the examination room waiting for the Dr. to come in and tell me for sure that I have cancer, when I spy the box of rubber gloves and it says in big blue letters...MEDIUM!!!!...Wow, felt like I had won the lottery, at least for a few minutes.
All you guys out there anywhere near 50...pay your $30 and get the PSA test which is why I will still be here next summer. In fact if I ever here of a Hawk Dude getting in over his head and the test could have prevented it...cancer won't be your number one threat.
Don't beleive any crap you read on web sites...unless it is fishing tips from me


Thanks again and I wish you all a Merry and safe Xmas



BIG JIM